Thnakyou everyone...... just everyone..... I received this forwarded e-mail in my inbox:
 
Love is not just about loving..... its also about a faith..... a trust.... and about a wait that your love will come back..... and if doesn't ..... you still can't love anyone else..... having felt him on you once..... life isn't the same anymore.....

So today I decide that I will not get into rubbish stuff..... selling my body and all..... I know he might never come back..... but if he does and says, "Why didn't you wait for me?"  I will have no reply.....

And above all..... Lou ..... some sweet soul on thoughts.com and Margo too ,and also others here have explained me that,

Jesus will always love me..... I just need to close my eyes and drink my pain with him.....

Thanks to all.....

Today, I have decided sweetheart...... I will wait right here for you to come back...... may be one day you'll return and if not, at least in that 'NOT' you'll be mine...... in those memories of the moments we exchanged together , you'll be mine..... in deceivng me you'll be mine..... in forgetting me you'll be mine.....

You'll be mine anyways..... and the thought of being with you someday, will get me through each tomorrow..... Amen.