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Well, I really have no idea where am I heading towards..... Its been very hard since past few days..... I seriously wish to wrap myself in death’s embrace tonight...... wish to be free from his memories, from the memories of my childhood with Dad..... wish to fall completely mute to all pains and happiness around me.....
Today I just want silence in my ears..... the echo of ‘nothing’.....
I want to run away, far, far away from this world.....
I want to melt into ashes..... or into some human’s embrace..... uhhhh!!
Life is such an ache.....its such a punishment for some people .....
I hate this, I hate myself for doing all this..... for remembering him..... for blistering my heart..... for cutting myself just for him...... I hate myself for waiting for him..... huh!....
I love you so much, shitt! I can't believe that you will never come back.... but I am waiting, damn! I will go mad I guess.....
I want to fuck off from this world.....
Oww Jesus, bless me ..... pain me to death pleaseeeeeeeeee......
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Posted by AakashInMe on 2008-05-23 20:06:01 | Rating: | Views: 76
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