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Aaniin:
So I needed a site because everyone has been bugging me to go back to writing public journals. So here I am. I am pretty busy these days but I promise to "Try" and keep up with this site.
I am still working out the bugs, but this way all my friends can pop in and see what I have been up to.
This has been a sort of crazy week. I really dislike talking about work but it has been hectic. I have a dear friend on my mine who I called yesterday and she did call me back. Guess she just needs her space today. She went for blood work because an xray turned up a spot on her lung. I am working through being postive about this though and not jumping to conclusion within my own mind, an often difficult task. My mind races hundreds of miles per minute and it doesn't slow down too often. My other friend is struggling with peace of mind and with her choices in life, I believe. I don't feel she is really happy with her current situation, and I think of her often through out my days. It would seem that many friends and family members are elbowing for room in that attic inside my head. What's new though?
I wrote Tommy a letter and I know he got it, the spirits told me so, and he is thinking on it. I like that about him...that he "thinks". That shows depth of character and a desire to Know more, to move in a positive direction. To what end or means even? I hope evolution! I pray for the evolution of us all. Perhaps illumination and accention might be better terms to use.
I am really thinking hard about taking Alan up on his offer.
This is so damn strange. Like in one week a mudslide of offers came pouring in. Alan said to come to Queensland and hang out in the Mountains right above the Great Barrier Reef. Like,Wow! I could scuba every weekend if I wanted to. Man, that would be so amazing. And then not to have to worry about bills, or rent or kids. His offer came with such love. He simply wants to see me complete that book that I have been struggling to finish. Sander invited me to go on Safari. Now how cool would that be. I have always wanted to travel to Africa. And then Mark invited me over to Bath in the U.K. He has such a kind and gentle soul. I am very fond of him. Then there is Tommy. Ah, yes...Tommy. Well, what can I say about Tommy. I think he is an absolutly amazing spirit. I am so crazy about him. I know, I know... But still, there is a strong connection between us. We both feel it, no doubt about that. I am so drawn to his spirit. But he doubts himself and the workings of the Universe. Understandably so, as he rather new to this way of being and more or less, a babe on a new and exciting journey. I do charish him though, and I have Faith that he will over come all challenges set before him, even those manufactured by himself. 
I should have hit the gym today but I am so damn tired. Work again...YUCK!
The snow just won't go away here. It keeps coming and coming and I love it but I am ready for Springtime. I want to smell the forests.
I should end this for today. I promise to be more profound and alert in the next ones to come.
All is well here. I am going to make popcorn and veg out for a while. I love to write though. I am tired but my body...my fingers just want to keep going, my ears want to hear the "click, click, clicking" of the keys.
Baamaa Pii (Later)
Aagii
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Posted by Aagii on 2008-03-13 20:48:29 | Rating: | Views: 35
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