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I went to the beach,it was cold and there was to much wind.But it felt great,by hearing the sound of the sea,I could feel the inspiration flowting inside me.I have to admit that when I got back home,I realised I felt much better.They say teenagers spend to much time inside,I'm not one of them.I have something inside me that tells me I have to go outside.Sometimes I go for a walk in the forrest nearby.But most of the time it's enough to go and sit in my backyard and look at the sky...But everytime I go outside and loose myself in all the colors and sound,a new wave of inspiration reaches me.On those moments I have to write or sing,just something.Sometimes I just enjoy the silence.Sometimes I even fall asleep!Those moments make it possible to feel happy,to feel like I really belong in this world,like I'm a part of it...But unfortunally those moments don't stay verry long...But I allways look forward to them...My friends don't understand that at all.It's like they can't feel they're part of this world too...
I wish they would understand,because that would mean they understand me too...
Those moments also make me forget that nobody gets me...
There is one person who I can tell everything...But that person was ript out of my life brutally,in a way I don't want to talk about...
I think a lot about life,the meaning of it and stuff like that...
One day I was talking about that with my friend and then she told me she's increadably scared to die...
I myself have thought about death to,but I never felt like I already had to fear death.But then I realised I could die anytile,anywere.So I promised myself that I would make the best of it,since every day could be my last...
I hope everyone who reads this will enjoy their lives too...
Lots of love
Gaya
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hmmm...you have so much things to discuss here...about being part of life whether you believe in it or not still you are one part and not just an additional part but a part that affects all other parts ... needs some deep thinking..
and about your positive thought about death inspires one for living the best ,,,yeah ...true...the thought about death doesnt put you down but highens up your thoughts...
thankyou for your wish ..but to make the best of our life needs to make the best out of today...or say let us be less caring...make the best out of the week...or say the month or the year...but when you sit down listing the things you acheived you really find it less than what you planned or wished..and that relates to ones spirit .. ...its nice to have a spirit like yours which pushes you out..i dare say i havent got that but i end up home and the only place out most is: work lol!!!
so im glad to see someone enjoying this spirit..make the best out of it ...and keep it up
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Posted by LilSoul
on 2008-09-08 06:21:53
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