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ill tell you a story, a quick tale, of love and loss and betrayal
and pain
and happiness and sadness and honour and merci
and shame and cunning and revenge
let me whisper it to you, let me tell you.
We will whisper it to each other, you will need to lean in close to hear. Pay attention now, concentrate.
Shhhhhhh
There is a room, downstairs in the basement
Its in a Church
Its the Philipeans, or the hospital or 40 Richard Street
Its in Cornwall in a campsite
Its in 176 Rhymney St
And its in Pentwyn
and Gabalfa
Its Reading
And its Penzance.
And I think thats all
apart from right here, caged in my heart, slowburning my chest apart
and in my mind, I cant THINK
where is my wisdom gone?
and in the room lives a queen
a queen of me, powerfull she rules with an iron hand, no, stronger than iron
iron couldnt form a cage so strong
there is a key though?
and the queen is a priestess of the highest king
a true lady
a saver of life (except mine)
a hunter
a leader - more, i would not merely follow her
i am devoted
an explorer
a missionary
a (role)model
forsaking all others
what is she, who, when - why?
is it her looks?
Brunette
Brunette
Deepest black Brunette
Blacker still Brunnette
Short?
my height?
in between?
Smart and funny and speaking a different language and an amazing cook and cant be bothered to cook and foreign cooking and messy in writing but organised, or very tidy or messy in writing and living, but knowing how to run a house or a family, confident, friendly, interesting , wise, filled with stories and poignancy, rich, cornish, foreign, - wheres the welsh?-beautiful, Christian, mothering material
but how could i choose? and can i choose? Its not like i can just get whichever one i want!
Especially not cornwall!
Although probably she is.
Loved by genius'
Loved by engineers
Loved by foreighners here
Loved in foreighn land
Loved by any who see her beauty
Loved by Christ or Allah
or Christ
or Christ.
Or doctors
and partiers
and CU
and Americans - and loving Americans?
Loving engineers
americans
Lewis
doctors, surfers, musicians - housemates
and people from home
who can i be?
I could cut back on the pillowing
probably be healthier too.
Could i have sex?
Already have
Definately
Hmm maybe a bit hairy
Would sell my firstborn son, and give all my cash
Who am i kidding?
Being single isnt all that bad.
Right?
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Posted by A_Welshman on 2008-08-06 06:28:35 | Rating: | Views: 40
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