People say things get better. For me it seems to get better then gets even worse than before. People say i should be happy. Optimistic. Well if I'm honest i feel like complete and utter shit. Yeah there are people out there in worse situations than me. So I'm a selfish asshole. But hey who actually cares about me? I'm nothing special right? Worthless. Even with an amazing boyfriend that makes me feel happy as soon as I'm not with him same old feelings come back. That just makes me ungrateful right.
I'm pathetic i know this so don't feel the need to remind me.
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