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Oh so im a princess?...well if the crown fits!!!

There is many things in which I do not know.
I do not know why it is we fall in love with those that aren’t in love with us.
I do not know why those who fall in love with us, are those we are in love with.I do not know why the good people are the ones who suffer.
I do not know why life is easier for some, and a struggle for others
.I do not know why people are taken from us suddenly.
I do not know why the choices we think are right, get thrown back in our faces and leave us devastated and heartbroken.
I do not know why money is the main focus in everyones lives.
I do not know why some girls feel incomplete when not in a relationship.
I do not know why we let ourselves stress over the things within our lives that are out of our control.
I do not know why people are greedy
.I do not know how anyone can care about themselves more than they care about those they love.
I do not know why we cant live without technology.
I do not know why we live our lives to please others.
I do not know why the statement “Im disappointed in you” is much more heartbreaking than “I hate you”.
I do not know why people continue to surprise.
I do not know why we bother with people who have changed so much, they’re almost a stranger to us.
I do not know why we stick around when we know we’re being used and taken for granted.
I do not know why some days its hard to stand with our heads held high,
I do not know why some people make a big impact on your life, even when they’re not in it for long.

My list of things in which I do not know could go on forever. My thoughts can go on forever.

But this is what I do know.
I know that my parents are there for me, always.
I know that I have 4 of the best friends any girl would be lucky to have in her life.
I know that 2 of my best friends have blessed me with a beautiful niece and a handsome nephew.
I know that I am blessed to be a god mother.
I know that I will be ok, and that I will pull through this struggle stronger than ever.
I know that it is possible to love unconditionally.
I know that sometimes its harder to smile than it is to cry.
I know that music - is definitely the most effective medicine this world can offer us
.I know that I will continue to smile.
I know that I will continue to dance.
I know that I will continue to be me, even when you don’t approve.
I know that I have changed, and outgrown some people.
I know that I love the person and I growing up to become.
I know that I am not the one who has lost sight of who she is, or who she wants to be.
I know what I want out of life.
I know that I have not lost sight of my dreams.
I know that I choose who I want in my life.
I know that I will make an effort to be in their lives, if they make an effort to be in mine.
I know that we shouldn’t be afraid to live our lives our wayI know that people change.
I know that not every friendship or relationship you are apart of will last forever.
I know that that’s okay. Sometimes, when they end. You know its for the best.
I know that life right now, may be hard. It may be a challenge. But its one that I will stand up to. And fight through.
This princess, doesn’t bow out easily. And this is what I have learnt just recently.
I know now that you never truly know someone or their feelings and thoughts. Even after 6 years. Its still a surprise when they finally let you have it. And the funniest thing of all is. When they decide to tell you what they truly think you are, and the kind of person they think you are… they couldn’t be more wrong. For the person they’re describing isn’t you at all. And that one of your friends, who you’ve only known for a few months knows you better than your “best friend” of 6 years does.
And that to me is funny
.And I love that I can laugh about it.
For I am now numb and oblivious to all the bullshit that is surrounded by this so called friendship. For this ‘best friend’ of 6 years, is merely just an aquaintance.
And I learnt all of this.
Just be disappointed yet again by this person. All because I asked for my dress to be returned. See, life really isn’t as complicated as people make out. “its complicated” is a cowards excuse. So stand up “and use what little brain matter you can muster, and act your age”. This princess is much stronger than you give her credit for. She bends over backwards for her friends, as she has done many times for you. She will keep smiling. She will stand strong. And she’s much stronger now, knowing she is filtering the bullshit from her life. No more dramas needed in her castle. No more dramas wanted in her castle. This princess, has become the independent queen of her own life - working for her throne.