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I have been invited to the wedding of one of the mothers of the children I used to care for when I was in child care, before I left for Canada.
I have offered to take the kids after the wedding and take care of them while the parents celebrate.
So it turns out, that the wedding is on the same weekend that Liam is down from Innisfail.
Coincidence?
So I have asked him to be my date for the event. This alone is a big thing for me on many levels.
1. Ive never been to such an event that isn’t for a family member. Actually wait, I lie. I went to a wedding last year for another one of the mothers of the children I cared for. But I went with a co-worker – so its not the same as inviting someone to be my date.
2. Ive never felt comfortable enough with someone to invite them to such events.
I have no idea what this means. But I am so comfortable with it, and im excited
im more worried about what im going to wear LOL.
This is definitely new territory for me. And its scary.
What if I mess it up?
Maybe my mum has a point. I was speaking with her about the wedding and everything (like I usually do) and she said “you’re afraid to truly fall for Liam, and commit with him because you’re afraid your going to get tied down and won’t be able to travel with freedom”. She has a point. I hadn’t really allowed myself to think of it that way, but it does make sense.
Why do I have such fears??
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