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I feel like I am getting ready to explode....He is watching my every move and i cant stand it. Yesterday he had the nerve to ask me for a kiss!! What the hell is that?? Why would he even consider asking me that?? I guss to him , he s giving me space.. but, hell no... this is not space. Now that my car s broken down.. im in even more lock down... I cant take it!!! This is pure hell... the most miserable that I have ever , ever ..have been. I think I need to get out of my house, but , if I leave... I have to give an explanation.... I have to leave.... he is suffocating me!!!! I wanna cry and scream at the same time!! Misery..... I dont know how to leave him.... i guess i m scared of the huge change... the space thats he s supposed to give me is just a short leash... very short leash... I m still tied up to him.... but i feel like i dispise him.... how horrible of me!!! I am melting down.... Him being on vacation is the worst thing ever....I want to run and escape from him... but he wants to know where i am going all the time!!! Maybe going to my Mothers house for a few days would help me... but my little girl doesnt want to go... she says she just wants to be home where its cozy...I cant say i dont blame her... . I cant relax around him...... I just dont know what I can do ....I guess I m starting to have another anxiety attack... or panic attack... whatever it is ... its aweful....wanting to run and not being able to go anywhere....no vehicle but his. |
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Posted by 80sChick1982 on 2008-01-01 18:12:12 | Rating: | Views: 69
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"The weak ones are there to justify the strong." Time to fight back. I am in nearly the same situation myself.... well, u have read my blog. You are a grown woman, you dont have to explain anything. Just go, do what you have to. Sorry, that is the best I got for ya
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Posted by hater22
on 2008-01-02 00:09:54
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