First day of doing this. I figured I would give this a try. So much running through my mind, I have to get it out.
Where to start???
I miss Todd terribly, my 1st husband lost him in 2001 to cancer. We have 2 children together. This time of year is always so hard for me to handle. He died in NOV. We both loved the season of fall. His final days run through over and over in my mind.
I remarried in 2004. I have a child with my husband Mark. Things were a bit rough in the beginning. My oldest son hard a hard time accepting. My daughter did to but was more open to things. My son still has reservations with Mark. In some ways I understand and don't blame him.
Mark is a wonderful father and as a step father he has tried. I love him, but I am not sure if this is where I want to be. I am not perfect by any means. I know I have faults.
Mark has a problem with saving things. So badly it is putting a huge stress on our marriage. I would call it hoarding. He seems to differ. Our basement is filled, I just hate the thought of going down there. Its not filled to ceiling, but boxes and stuff everywhere. Our garage is filled. I cannot park my car in there, yet alone put a step in there. He has a storage unit filled, which we pay 210 a month.
Enough for now. Good nite.
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