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Here is an excerpt from an email that he sent from Sunday, as well as the lyrics to a song...
you know you inspire me to do these things..... and when I have time I can truly to tell you I feel... and knowing how you feel and that I can make you smile...laugh.... and want to slide your hands between your legs is all part of what makes me want you all the time.... I can only imagine what it be to truly have you for a week... and wake you to you every morning and make love to you...kiss you..... feel and taste you..... maybe someday we will get that too... Love you more then you know..... :-)
Then he sends me this song in email and tells me to think of him when I listen to it, it's "Moondance" by Van Morrison, he says it reminds him of me;
Well it's a marvelous night for a moondance
With the stars up above in your eyes
A fantabulous night to make romance
'Neath the cover of October skies
And all the leaves on the trees are falling
To the sound of the breezes that blow
And I'm trying to please to the calling
Of your heart-strings that play soft and low
You know the night's magic
Seems to whisper and hush
And all the soft moonlight
Seems to shine in your blush...
Can I just have one a' more moondance with you, my love?
Can I just make some more romance with a' you, my love?
Well I wanna make love to you tonight
I can't wait till the morning has come
And I know now the time is just right
And straight into my arms you will run
And when you come my heart will be waiting
To make sure that you're never alone
There and then all my dreams will come true dear
There and then I will make you my own
And every time I touch you, you just tremble inside
And I know how much you want me that, you can't hide...
Can I just have one a' more moondance with you, my love?
Can I just make some more romance with a' you, my love?
Well it's a marvelous night for a moondance
With the stars up above in your eyes
A fantabulous night to make romance
'Neath the cover of October skies
And all the leaves on the trees are falling
To the sound of the breezes that blow
And I'm trying to please to the calling
Of your heart-strings that play soft and low
You know the night's magic
Seems to whisper and hush
And all the soft moonlight
Seems to shine in your blush...
One more moondance with you
In the moonlight
On a magic night
la, la, la, la, there's a moonlight
On a magic night
Can't I just have one more dance
With you my love?
Can you see why I get so confused about this and him? Where is all of this suddenly coming from I have to ask??? He did this same thing in November when I was in Las Vegas and then everything took a big dump in December and I agonized over it all for weeks before the big meltdown I had over Christmas...
I said it then, and I'll say it again; I know that I didn't imagine the things he was saying to me, and now I have them in print!
So now my mind is reeling...why now? What's going on with him? Why, why, why??? I have promised myself that I'm not going down this path with him again, that I won't give him the opportunity to pull me in when he is feeling like this and then just toss me aside when it's not convenient for him. I can only figure at this juncture that it's the physical distance that makes him do this. When we're not in the same city, and I'm not so available he seems to do this. At least that's what my rationale tells me...
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Posted by 2ndchildhood on 2008-01-30 07:37:34 | Rating: | Views: 27
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