I am finding a rather curious thing happening here as I go along…this isn’t really the main topic of today, but I thought I’d just throw it in here as it doesn’t warrant... Read More
Posted by: 2ndchildhood on 2008-01-01 22:18:11
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As you know by now, I had my first visit with a therapist this week…it went well, it was interesting.  I like her, but in some ways I’m a little cautious…it’s hard... Read More
Posted by: 2ndchildhood on 2008-01-02 09:20:10
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I had a comment left the other day that has me asking this question...granted it was left by a 16 year old boy with no life experiences...and I don't know if he's read my entire blog or not; but... Read More
Posted by: 2ndchildhood on 2008-01-02 09:51:02
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I’ve been thinking about control and how it’s played into my life and my emotions at this point.  Many of the decisions that were made, and the way that things happened over the... Read More
Posted by: 2ndchildhood on 2008-01-03 12:14:50
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I got to see Chris last night…I’m always so happy afterwards!  It makes what happened with my husband the other night not hurt or matter so much.  Chris touches me,... Read More
Posted by: 2ndchildhood on 2008-01-05 01:04:16
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You know what sounds like the ideal thing to me at this moment? To be able to hand every responsibility I have over to someone else. To not have to worry about anything unless I choose to. To... Read More
Posted by: 2ndchildhood on 2008-01-05 01:09:23
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I have started my new job, and between that and hubby lurking about, my writing time has become limited!  I am off on Sunday and can hopefully unload then...I see my therapist again on... Read More
Posted by: 2ndchildhood on 2008-01-07 23:14:46
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Well, a lot has happened this week, but this posting will be about Chris and I…we were supposed to meet the other night…I shower, I shave, I’m getting my manicure and... Read More
Posted by: 2ndchildhood on 2008-01-12 02:06:27
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I figured I should probably put this in here before it got any later in the year...lol... New Years Eve, I had a few options...my best friend had invited me out to the casino with her...I... Read More
Posted by: 2ndchildhood on 2008-01-13 17:16:52
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I have a million other things I should be doing, but have decided that I need to unload here a little today or I won't get to it, and this Blog is too important to me to let go of...it's part of... Read More
Posted by: 2ndchildhood on 2008-01-14 06:18:00
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So much has happened, but I can never seem to get here to post when I'd like, I have been a busy girl...lol...but today I am putting up a copy of a letter that I sent to my Dad last Father's... Read More
Posted by: 2ndchildhood on 2008-01-21 07:50:57
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There is much to tell right now, but I will have to back fill starting tomorrow. In the mean time, I’m getting this on here while I have some time, and it’s fresh in my mind…... Read More
Posted by: 2ndchildhood on 2008-01-30 07:08:42
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I am adding in at this point some of the communications that Chis has been sending me the last few days...this is getting interesting, and I will explain the "why" when I can... This... Read More
Posted by: 2ndchildhood on 2008-01-30 07:16:12
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Here is an excerpt from an email that he sent from Sunday, as well as the lyrics to a song... you know you inspire me to do these things..... and when I have time I can truly to tell... Read More
Posted by: 2ndchildhood on 2008-01-30 07:37:34
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The next day or so there are more email communications between us than we've had since November.  I am still puzzled about all of this and am trying to sort through it all...here's another... Read More
Posted by: 2ndchildhood on 2008-01-30 08:26:03
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This will be a back entry on my blog as I started it last week, but had other more compelling things to write and so I am just now getting to finishing it…so if you are reading in... Read More
Posted by: 2ndchildhood on 2008-01-30 22:56:05
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