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Today as he failed to tell me of his plans, I handed over our 7mo old daughter and said "Im done" I dont even know what "Im done" meant. I wouldnt divorce him I know that much, dont know if it is only for the kids I stay around, because what does he offer me? Conversation? A helping hand? Complements to make me feel good? That would be a no to all of the above. I am done tring to pull the words out of him, done trying to understand him on my own. I looked into counseling today. I am going to call on Monday. We need something before it gets out of hand. I was so upset today, my son noticed it and came upstairs after me. I took a shower and he just sat at the door knocking. I dont want that envioroment for my kids. That was the 1st he has ever seen me so upset. I grew up around it, I am sure my husband did too, and I cant possible imagine him wanting that for our family either.
5years we've been married, and communication has always been the downfall. Dinner is quiet, bedtime is quiet. the house is quiet. I cant take the quietness anymore. I get no conversation from adults, perhaps when the kids are older I can talk thier ears off, but what am i to do until then.
We need to define our roles and expectations of each other. is it fair to not talk to him until this is worked out on Mon? I dont even want to look at him. I am going to tell him i dont want him to go to my dads bday tomorrow. He doesnt want to be there anyways.
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Posted by 2much2do on 2008-02-10 02:47:41 | Rating: | Views: 56
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It's comforting to know there are other me out there like mine It makes me sad and wish that I was the onlyone becaues my life is lonely but,It's still comforting
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Posted by j05a06
on 2008-02-11 09:00:20
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It's comforting to know there are other men out there like mine It makes me sad and wish that I was the onlyone becaues my life is lonely but,It's still comforting
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Posted by j05a06
on 2008-02-11 09:00:45
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