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So I've realized I go though such dramatic mood swings sometimes. At times I just hate everything and that isn't like me at all! I have had such a better week than last week. However I'm still emotional but girl reasons may reveal why if you know what I mean. Anyways... so I cried my eyes out yesterday because I realized how poor I am. Yeah my boyfriend pays for the groceries and helps out with gas sometimes but his business hasn't totally made a lot of money... they are still paying for everything they have bought but with new businesses you usually don't profit too much in the first year. So back to my money situation. I have beyond a full load of classes plus teaching with is a second job in itself and I try to work as much as I can but my schedule doesn't really allow me to. So my student loan is almost up, I need to sell my car because the payments are insane!
Random but guess what! I found out today one of my students dad makes and sells drugs. Not unusual but she was just talking and said her daddy has been so tired because he's been making and selling medicine that goes in little bags. She kept going... but I know my face just dropped but it was my first time dealing with a situation like that.
So I'm about to just relax and watch a movie with an old friend. My boyfriend (I really should just make up a name for him) we will call him Ken... but he's working tonight as usual, Thursdays are huge at the club. I would love to be there with him but I've needed such a break from there... it gets so busy and I stay there until after the bar closes so I usually don't get home til 5. But Ken has tomorrow off!!! Yeah :) Well I'm off to get something... I've been eating so much lately! I'm ready for hot weather then maybe I'll start working out!
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Posted by 22rockstar on 2008-02-21 21:56:11 | Rating: | Views: 37
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