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OK!! Today was just one long ass day, and some times I just want to come home to a man that understands and that is there for me. So I have been in a relationship for three years and in my opinion things are not what I want them to be and I am frankly tired of just wishin that it was. I understand it is female nature to try to fix things or always hope for the best in a relationship, but this girl is so tired of being in this half ass relationship. We don't even talk any more about regular things. I am bored. Bored because we continue to do the same things over again and this is just not going any where in my opinion. I mean as people get older their perceptions and needs change. And as of right what I need he doesn't give to me. I think that he thinks that sex is what I want but I want so much more than that. In fact I think I want more than he can give me. I am tired of telling him that we don't talk like we used to. Tired of dropping hints as to exactly how I feel. I am so tired if him not listening to me. I am so tired of his nasty stinking cigaretttes that make my clothes stink, and makes my chest hurt. I am tired of laying next to someone who doesn't get me. Maybe I should stop trying and just give up on this. But how would I explain that to h.im. All he would think was that I was leavin him for someone else that is so far from the truth. I would just be leaving him because I feel if it was meant to be it would be natural for us to like the same things and have most of the same views. If it was meant to be things would be way better. And I wouldn't be feeling the way that I feel right now. I am not the quiter type but I am tired of trying. Tired of feeling un appreciated and not equal. I want a life time partner and I don't see that with him anymore. Maybe there has just been to many things that has hapened in the past in order for us to completely move on. Maybe we both should have called it quits a while ago. Who knows? I don't! I mean he says things will be different when 'we' move to VA. But I feel that he should demonstrate that now not later!!! But after 3 years it's kinda hard to let just let go. But will things ever be different? I mean how can you prove that you can take care of me when you would rather give up ur apartment just because they make a little bit to much noise and rent a room. Things like that show me that he is incapable of taking care of me and incapable of making clear concise important decisions that affect the both of us |
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Posted by 21new2life on 2008-01-30 01:08:12 | Rating: | Views: 55
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My mom always told me that however a guy is now, in 10 years, he will be 100 times worse.
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Posted by nakedtruth
on 2008-01-30 01:56:12
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I know what your talking about & at a man's point of view it happens to us too, but mine was for more then 3 years, but I tried to make things better for over 9 years out of the 16 yrs, & things never get better either, it's nothing but a waste of time & effort. Try to Have a Great Day!
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Posted by fromwithin
on 2008-01-30 07:30:59
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It takes two people to make things work not just one sided.
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Posted by fromwithin
on 2008-01-30 07:42:32
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