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my prom is like three years away and im already sort of nervouse about what i should do. theses days i really try to avoide shcool dances and shit like that becuase the last time i went it was just depresing. i spent the whole day getting ready, doing my hair, doing my nails you know the useael getting ready. and on top of that i got this really pretty gown(120$!) but when i went there(this was my 8th gard senior prom) with my sister we just sat there the whole time, i dont have many freinds and none of hers where there. and please for god,s sake do not mention if any guys asked us to dance, didnt happen. as if we were the wall painting. it got so lonley that i actully texted my mom to pick us up( we were only there for an hour!) on top of that i felt gultey that my mom spent so much money on us getting ready for the dance. and i didnt even feel beatiful i felt like an ogre in a dress. so now im still debating whether i should go 2 my prom. i have a long distence realtionship with my boyfriend so he cant take me, i still have some kind of socail phobia so im not sure. but it whould be nice to feel like a cinderella for onece, you know to feel beautiful. hell mabey i,ll lose weight by then, or mabey i,ll die from slitting my wrist after all the years of isolation. i dont know mabey i,ll go, mabey i wont, destiney will tell. |
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Posted by 14yearoldvampire on 2008-06-22 14:19:41 | Rating: | Views: 68
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If i was there, i would take you.
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Posted by FutileResistance
on 2008-06-22 19:04:05
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That's so sad. Don't you know any boys that might take as a friend just to have fun? I hope it works out that you can go and have the time of your life.
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Posted by Pauligan
on 2008-06-22 20:35:55
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