im just a lonely, misslead and slightley distrubed young girl. i dont fit in at shcool and i have a lot a slef estem issues. i want to be a wirter  once i get out of collage (if i get that far) if not i,ll just be a dirfter. im actully 15 but i set this blog up a few months back so that,s why my name is 14yearold vampire. im just now updating it. so if anyone knows how to change your user name please tell me! that,s all