It's raining this morning, really nice as we haven't had any in a while. Should help the garden grow, like I really care all that much about it.

I am very unhappy in my life right now. My so called "husband" won't get out of my house.  I want Kenny here. I know that being "married" and having a sort-of affair isn't the right thing, but sometimes life takes us down paths that are unexpected. This one for sure came out of the blue too.
I never expected for something to happen like this. I thought I would be in a loveless relationship from now on. I found the love of my life, and now I can't get this asshole out so that I can finally be happy.  Long story this one, and I will write more on it later.

My Mom is becoming more and more dependant on me, and thats ok, then I get selfish and think when will be my time? My time will come when its time.

More later, thunderstorms are moving in and I have to shut this down so my modem doesnt get fried like the last one thru here did Moms.

Blessed be.....