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the other day, as i was walking towards the parking lot to my car
i glanced to my right.... and there you were heading my direction
staring at you... i was somewhat in disbelief that you were right there
i had to take a good look to see if it was really you
i saw you glance my way... you probably noticed me walking also
but when i saw you smiling with your eyes towards my direction
i turned away.... feeling a sense of pain within me as i walked faster to the car
in my mind... i was in distraught... unable to think right
as visions played over and over in my head of what once use to be with you
walking faster to the car, without turning back to look at you
i didnt know what to do
i sat there for a moment.... realizing what just happened
not expecting to see you....
the last time i was with you...
was when you surprised me right after work.... you waited out there for me
you have no idea how happy i was deep within to see
since you've been gone for 2 weeks
and that night would be the last time to hold you
to see right through your eyes
you were beside me, but i could sense your mind was elsewhere
after the next night.... i called you
you didnt sound too happy
you said you would call me back...
i waited throughout that night
but your words turned out empty
leaving me there clueless
you didnt give me a reason
you left me guessing.....
till now.... i dont have an answer to what happened
why your heart suddenly turned cold
this was not the person i saw in you
what more could i say
i have no regrets at all
you lost the best thing you could ever have
you lost something that was rare
one that is hard to find
its too late... theres nothing you can do
tell me....
once you break a glass
you can never mold it back to its original form
it will remain in pieces
shattered and torn
you cant go back to fix a mistake in the past
you just deal with the decision you made to live with the outcome
this is what you did to my heart
for once i didnt build walls of surroundings to protect me from harm
i trusted you enough
enough to hurt me this much
to lose is yet to gain much more
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Posted by 0n3_0f_a_kind on 2008-05-22 03:21:27 | Rating: | Views: 64
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