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Monologue, In memoriam Michael Jackson
On August 29, 1958, a King was born in the USA, in Indiana. He has an angel name. His name was Michael Jackson...
He has a great career, from the Jackson 5 till the big last show, called This is it!, what is eventually never happened....
Because on that terrible day, on June 25, 2009 he's gone , so quick and abruptly. Millions on the world mourns him, even as me.
He was my icon. I really loved him, and now i'm so sad and cry for him all the day, I still CAN'T believe that, he's gone, he leaved us, and it's end, no more.. Everytime I close my eyes I see his smile and hear his voice, what is the BEST voice ever and it will be the best voice forever cause HIS MUSIC WILL LIVE FOREVER. It's so impossible, and unfair from the life what happened.. He was an awesome singer, an incredible dancer and a WONDERFUL PERSON. He didn't deserve that. And I've seen a lot of people on the World, who says REALLY TERRIBLE things about him, like 'I'm glad he died.' WHAT???? What the f**k do you think who you are??? You musn't say these things about NOBODY!! Especially not Michael Jackson!! Do you know who do you speak about?? All of these assh*les have to thinking before they say something. If you didn't like him, just be with respect to him AT LEAST. EVERYBODY on the World MUST think on him respectfully!!
When he was alive -I would give anything for get back those years...- , the media and the acrimonious , jealous, and evil people hurt him VERY VERY much!! Everyone who cast aspersion upon Michael, have to look inside of themselves, cause they all have problems. Michael was a great man, if not the greatest, just think on it, whad did he do for ailing children, and everything he did, was so good. He was a pure and good person. He had a WONDERFUL, a BEAUTIFUL soul!! He was a lonely child deep in his heart. He was really an Angel.
And we have to remember to him FOREVER and more! Because never will be same man on Earth as he was. He is our Angel, and even if he leaved us and even if we cry all the day and mourn him with bleeding heart, we know that he'll always live in us, he'll be with us forever as we'll be with him. And I hope that, he's on a better place now, in the Heaven, where NOBODY CAN HURT HIM!...and he feels good, and smile to us above the sky...
I wrote this text because it hurts me unbearably in myself, and if I don't say it, it would kill me.
On that horrid day, when I first read what happened, first I couldn't believe it.. and I read it again on another website and another and another... and turn on the TV, and realize it's true. I shocked, go into hysterics, cry and cry on bended knees in my room, I didn't know what should I do, as I remember I lied on the floor very much, cry and cry more, till it given me headache and temperature, and I lied on my bed, watch the TV, and cry more.. on that night i didn't sleep, and I cry over the last days, I cry now also when I write this, I can't relax and I'm off my feed, I can't forget him for one minute, the mourn in my heart is very deep and painful, it feels like it will never end, and I think it really won't. And I really don't exaggarate, I'm really freaked out, I'm broken...........I realy hope you understand. But if not, not. I don't care, I CANNOT care about what people think about me now, I really don't...
Only few people stand by me, when everyone left me on the floor....
Michael IS the greatest on the World, as he was and as he will.
I'm still shocked, it pushed me to the floor, and I can't stand up now...
Before, I dance a lot for his songs, and there was just 2 song what made me cry; the "Earth Song" and the "Someone in the dark". But it was long ago, now I start to cry immediately when I hear any MJ song. Even if I hear "Bad", "The way you make me feel", or "Smooth Criminal" or any........ It's very painful and hard to stay... I was only 2 when I listened his songs first, and I immediately fell in love. And this love is still alive, it's endless. Just, now is so painful.
I'm very sad and I don't know what should I do with that GIANT EMPTY SPACE what he LEFT behind himself. I think I should fill it with good and nice memories of him.
But to process what happened, to realize he's not with us anymore on the Earth, and to let him go I NEED MUCH TIME. Maybe more than a life.
I'm in very bad condition, even though I relax a lot for days, I didn't want to go anywhere, just relax, think, think a lot, and pray, and try to let him go.
Till then, I light a candle every day and pray for him and taking care of his memory. Forever. I pray to God every night, I ask him to take care about our Angel...
He was a part of my life. I wasn't right, he IS the part of my life. From my childhood, and he'll be in my heart forever, even if I lost him...
Well, I just want to say it, I know you hear me, my dear Michael, I love you forever and I know we'll see us in the Heaven. You're gone but you live along in my heart forever, and I know you're here with me, as you're there with everyone who love you.
Rest in Peace Michael Jackson, the King of Pop, the BEST OF THE BEST forever and ever, you changed our life, and the World will not be the same without you in the future. The World lost you but we won't leave hold of your hand. And you look down from THERE, look at us, and I know you're taking care of me, and EVERYBODY who love you. And I know I'll see you in the Heaven, and we'll dance and sing all the day.
You've done a moonwalk to the Heaven, you're gone but not leave us forever.
We love you all over our life and more, and more. You're still the best of the best and NOBODY could better than you.
With love...
and yeah...THIS IS IT.
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Posted by 0Jailbird0 on 2009-06-30 12:00:26 | Rating: | Views: 89
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